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I miss my Captain.
I sat in class today, trying to take notes, but my mind kept wandering back to Dylan.
I miss him so.
I want him. I NEED him.
But he doesn't want me.
I don't want to be a fool, throwing myself after someone who cannot truly appreciate what I have to offer.
That would be pathetic.
I suppose I should remember the old poem, about if you love someone, set them free. If they come back to you, they're yours. If not, they never were.
*sigh*
I miss him so.
I want him. I NEED him.
But he doesn't want me.
I don't want to be a fool, throwing myself after someone who cannot truly appreciate what I have to offer.
That would be pathetic.
I suppose I should remember the old poem, about if you love someone, set them free. If they come back to you, they're yours. If not, they never were.
*sigh*
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btw, that kneecap busting offer is still on the table. =[
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i really wish you weren't going through this. =[
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Actually, I was just happy I got my ass out of bed and went to school today.
Hugs are always appreciated.
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Besides: if he doesn't want you, he doesn't get to have you. His loss.
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I wish Mac and I could give you a long, long hug. Guess we will save it up for graduation, and maybe come up again soon after that. If there's anything we can do from afar, please let me know.
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I'll survive. It hurts, but I'll survive.