I miss my Captain.

[kevyn]

I sat in class today, trying to take notes, but my mind kept wandering back to Dylan.

I miss him so.

I want him. I NEED him.

But he doesn't want me.

I don't want to be a fool, throwing myself after someone who cannot truly appreciate what I have to offer.

That would be pathetic.

I suppose I should remember the old poem, about if you love someone, set them free. If they come back to you, they're yours. If not, they never were.

*sigh*

Comments

[the-irreverend.livejournal.com]

I'm just catching up on several weeks of LJ, and I'm so, so sorry to hear about your Captain's decision. My heart hurts for you both. And I applaud you for not letting the breakup stop you from finishing school or managing your health.

I wish Mac and I could give you a long, long hug. Guess we will save it up for graduation, and maybe come up again soon after that. If there's anything we can do from afar, please let me know.

[the-irreverend.livejournal.com]

Oh, and I think he's an ass and an idiot to send you packing!

[kevynjacobs.livejournal.com]

I agree!

[kevynjacobs.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

I'll survive. It hurts, but I'll survive.